LISTEN TO OSHO SPEAK ON THIS MEDITATION
YOU CONTEMPLATE SOMETHING BEYOND PERCEPTION, BEYOND GRASPING, BEYOND
NOT BEING - YOU
YOU CONTEMPLATE SOMETHING BEYOND PERCEPTION -- that which cannot be
seen, which cannot be perceived. But can you imagine something which
cannot be seen? Imagination is always of that which can be seen. How
can you imagine something, how can you suppose something, which cannot
That which you can perceive you can imagine. You cannot even dream
something which is not capable of being seen and perceived. That's
why even your dreams are shadows of reality. Even your imagination
is not pure imagination, because whatsoever you can imagine you have
known somehow. You can create new combinations, but all the elements
of the combination are known and perceived.
You can imagine a golden mountain flying in the sky like a cloud.
You have not perceived such a thing ever, but you have perceived a
cloud, you have perceived a mountain, you have perceived gold. These
three elements can be combined. Imagination is not original; it is
always a combination of something you have perceived.
This technique says:
SUPPOSE YOU CONTEMPLATE SOMETHING
It is impossible, b ut that's why it is worth doing, because in the
very effort something will happen to you. Not that you will become
capable of perceiving -- if you try to perceive something which cannot
be perceived, all perception will be lost. In the very effort, if
you try to see something which you have never seen, all that you have
ever seen will disappear.
If you persist in the effort, many images will come to you -- you
have to discard them, because you know that you have seen this; this
can be perceived. You may not have seen it actually as it is, but
even if you can imagine it, it can be perceived. Discard it. Go on
discarding. This technique says to persist for that which cannot be
What will happen? If you go on discarding, it is going to be an arduous
effort, because many images will bubble up. Your mind will supply
many images, many dreams; many conceptions will come, many symbols.
Your mind will create now combinations, but go on discarding unless
something happens which cannot be perceived. What is that?
If you go on discarding, nothing will happen to you as an object;
only the screen of the mind will be there with no image, with no symbol,
with no dream on it, no picture on it. In that moment a metamorphosis
happens. When the screen is simply there without any image, you become
aware of yourself. You become aware of the perceiver. When there is
nothing to be perceived, the whole attention changes. The whole consciousness
reflects back. When you have nothing to see, for the first time you
become aware of your own self. You start seeing yourself.
This sutra says:
SUPPOSE YOU CONTEMPLATE SOMETHING
BEYOND NOT BEING
Then you happen to yourself. For the first time you will become aware
of the one who has been perceiving, who has been grasping, who has
been knowing. But this subject is always hidden in objects. You know
certain things but you never know the knower. The knower is lost in
I see you, then I see someone else, and this procession goes on. From
birth to death I will see this and that and that, and I will go on
seeing and seeing. And the seer, the one who was seeing this procession,
is forgotten; it is lost in the crowd. The crowd is of objects, and
the subject is lost.
This sutra says if you try to CONTEMPLATE SOMETHING BEYOND PERCEPTION,
BEYOND GRASPING -- which you cannot grasp by the mind -- BEYOND NOT
BEING... Immediately the mind will say that if there is something
which cannot be seen and cannot be grasped, it is not. The mind will
immediately react that if something is not seeable, not perceivable,
not graspable, then it is not. The mind will say that it doesn't exist.
Don't become a victim of the mind.
This sutra says: ... BEYOND PERCEPTION, BEYOND GRASPING, BEYOND NOT
BEING. The mind will say that this is nothing, this cannot exist,
this is a not-being. The sutra says, don't believe in it. There is
something which is being beyond not-being, which exists and which
cannot be perceived, and which is not graspable: that is you.
You cannot perceive yourself, or can you? Can you imagine any situation
in which you can encounter yourself, in which you can know yourself?
You can go on using the word `self-knowledge', which is absolutely
absurd, because you cannot know the self. The self is always the knower.
It cannot be reduced to a known, it cannot be reduced to an object.
For example, if you think that you can know the self, then the self
that you know will not be your self, but the one who is knowing the
self will be the self. You will always remain the knower; you cannot
become the known. You cannot put yourself in front of you; you will
always recede back. Whatsoever you know cannot be yourself -- this
means that you cannot know it. You cannot know it the way you know
I cannot see myself the way I see you. Who will see? Because every
relationship of knowledge, seeing, perception, melans that there are
at least two things: the known and the knower. Self-knowledge is not
possible in this sense, because there is only one. There the knower
and the known are one; the observer and the observed are one. You
cannot convert yourself into an object.
So the word `self-knowledge' is just wrong, but it connotes something,
it says something which is true. You can know yourself in a very different
sense, in an altogether different sense than from how you know other
things. When there is nothing to be known, when all objects have disappeared,
when all that can be perceived and grasped is no more, when you have
discarded all, suddenly you become aware of yourself. And this awareness
is not dual: there is no object and no subject. There is simply subjectivity.
This awareness is a different type of knowing. This awareness gives
you a different dimension of existence. You are not divided in two.
You are aware of yourself. You are not perceiving, you cannot grasp
it, and yet it is existential -- the most existential.
Try to think in this way. We have energy: that energy goes on moving
to objects. Energy cannot be static. Remember it as one of the ultimate
laws: energy cannot be static, it is dynamic. It cannot be otherwise.
Dynamism is its very nature -- energy moves. When I see you, my energy
moves towards you. When I perceive you, a circle is made. My energy
moves to you, then it comes back to me -- a circle is made.
If my energy moves to you and doesn't come back, I will not know you.
A circle is needed: the energy must go and then come back to me. With
its coming back it bring you to me. I know you. Knowledge means that
energy has made a circle. It has moved from the subject to the object,
and then it has moved again and come back to the original source.
If I go on living in this way -- making circles with others -- I will
never know myself, because my energy is filled with energies of others.
It brings those images, it delivers those images to me. This is how
you gather knowledge.
technique says to allow the object to disappear from there. Allow
your energy to move in a vacuum, in emptiness. It goes from you, but
there is no object to be grasped by it, not object to be perceived
by it. It moves and comes back to you through emptiness; there is
no object. It brings no knowledge to you. It comes vacant, empty,
pure. It brings nothing. It brings only itself. It comes virgin --
nothing has entered into it; it remains pure.
This is the whole process of meditation. You are sitting silently,
your energy is moving. There is no object with which it can be contaminated,
with which it can become entangled, with which it can become impressed,
with which it can become one. Then you bring it back to yourself.
There is no object, no thought, no image. Energy moves, the movement
is pure, and then it comes back to you -- virgin. As it left you it
comes; it carries nothing. An empty vehicle, it comes to you, it hits
you. There is no knowledge carried by it; it is coming only by itself.
In that penetration of pure energy you become aware of yourself.
If your energy is bringing something else, then you will become aware
of that something. You look at a flower. The energy is bringing the
flower to you -- the image of the flower, the smell of the flower,
the color of the flower. The energy is bringing the flower to you.
It is introducing you to the flower. Then you become acquainted with
the flower. The energy is covered by the flower. You never become
acquainted with the energy, the pure energy which is you. You are
moving to the other and coming back to the source.
If there is nothing to impress it, if it comes unconditioned, if it
comes as it had gone, if it brings itself, nothing else, you become
aware of yourself. This is a pure circle of energy -- energy moving
not to something else, but within you, creating a circle within you.
Then there is no one else, only you moving within yourself. This movement
becomes self-knowledge, self-illumination. Basically, all meditation
techniques, all of them, are different variations of this.
SUPPOSE YOU CONTEMPLATE SOMETHING
BEYOND NOT BEING
If this can happen, then for the first time you will become aware
of yourself, of your being, of your existence -- the subjectivity.
Knowledge is of two kinds: knowledge of objects, and knowledge of
the subjectivity. Knowledge of the known, the knowable, and knowledge
of the knower. And a man can know millions and millions of things,
he can become acquainted with the whole world, but if he is not aware
of the knower he is ignorant. He may be knowledgeable, but he is not
wise. He may have collected much information, much knowledge, but
the basic thing which makes one a knower is lacking -- he is not aware
In the Upanishads there is a story. Svetaketu,
a young boy, came back from his master to his home. He had passed
all his examinations, and he had passed well. All that the master
could give him, he had collected. He had become very egoistic.
When he reached his father's house, the first thing the father asked
Svetaketu was this: `You seem to be too filled with knowledge, and
your knowledge is making you very egoistic -- the way you walk, the
way you have entered the house. I have only one question to ask you.
Have you known that who knows all? Have you known that by knowing
which everything is known? Have you known yourself?'
Svetaketu said, `But there was no course for it in the school, and
the master never discussed it. I have known everything that can be
known. You ask me anything and I ill answer you. But what type of
question are you raising? It was never discussed.'
The father said, `Then you go back, and unless you know that by knowing
which everything is known, and without knowing which nothing is known,
don't come back. First know yourself.'
Svetaketu went back. He asked the master, `My father says I cannot
be allowed to go back home, I cannot be welcomed there, because he
says that in our family we have been Brahmins not only by birth. We
have been knowers, knowers of Brahma, Brahmins, not only by birth
but by real authentic knowledge. So he said, "Unless you become
a real Brahmin, not by birth, but by knowing the Brahma, by knowing
the ultimate, don't enter the house. You are not worthy of us."
So now teach me that.'
The teacher said, `All that can be taught I have taught you. And that
is something which cannot be taught. So you do one thing: you simply
be available for it. It cannot be directly taught. You simply be receptive;
some day it will happen. You take all the cows of the ashram...' The
ashram had many cows; they say four hundred. `You take all the cows
to the forest. Remain with the cows: stop thinking, stop verbalizing,
just become a cow. Remain with the cows, love them, and be silent
as cows are silent. When the cows become one thousand, come back.'
So Svetaketu went with four hundred cows to the forest. There was
no use in thinking, there was no one to talk to. By and by his mind
became just like a cow. He sat silently under the trees, and for many
years he had to wait, because only when the cows became one thousand
could he come back. By and by language disappeared from his mind.
By and by society disappeared from his mind. By and by he became not
a human being at all. His eyes became just like cows'.
And the story is very beautiful. The story says he forgot how to count
-- because if language disappears and verbalizations disappears....
He forgot how to count, he forgot when he had to return. The story
is beautiful. The cows said, `Svetaketu, now we are one thousand.
Now let us go back to the master's house. He must be waiting.'
Svetaketu came back, and the master said to the other disciples, `Count
The cows were counted and the disciples said, `Yes, there are one
And the master is reported to have said, `Not one thousand, one thousand
and one -- that's Svetaketu.'
He was standing amidst the cows, silent, just being there, with no
thought, with no mind. Just like a cow -- pure, simple, innocent.
And the master said, `You need not enter. Now go back to your father's
house. You have known; it has happened to you. Why have you come again
to me? It has happened to you.'
happens: when there is no object in the mind to know, the knower happens
to you. When the mind is not filled by thoughts, when there is not
a single ripple, when there is not a single wave, you are there alone.
There is nothing other than you. Obviously you become aware of your
self; for the first time you become filled by yourself. A self-illumination
sutra is one of the foundational ones. Try it. It is arduous, because
the habit of thinking, the habit of clinging to objects, to that which
can be perceived and that which can be grasped, is so deep-rooted,
so ingrained, that it will take time and a very persistent effort
not to be involved in objects, not to be involved in thoughts, but
to just become a witness and discard them and say, `No, not this,
whole technique of the Upanishads is condensed in two words; NETI,
NETI -- not this, not this. Whatsoever comes to the mind, say, `Not
this.' Go on saying and discarding and throwing all the furniture
out. The room has to be empty, totally empty. When emptiness is there,
then that happens. If something else is there you go on being impressed
by it, and you cannot know yourself. Your innocence is lost in objects.
A thought-ridden mind is moving outwards. You cannot be related to